...

I can't stop thinking about you
Leaving things hanging was never something easy to leave behind
To end things in cliffs and in ellipsis
Left hanging with no sense of closure
...
I can't stop thinking about you
doubting about you
half and half
and glancing back
...
I want to stop
but I can't seem to
...

memory in paper trail

I haven't done one in a while
what other reason should there be?


I hung out with my high school friends after a long time. We had dinner and walked and talked. I missed them so much.


I am broke with only coins in my pocket.


I am officially an adult. I got my first atm card :) now all I need is to activate it by tomorrow.


I can't stop thinking about him. It annoys me because I'm pretty sure he doesn't feel the same way.


My mind can be quite dirty. It annoys me as well.


Up to you how you interpret 'dirty.'


I'm free from the worst of my finals :) half and half


2d animation -check
Autocad -check
Concept photography -check
3d animation - not checked
Video production -not checked
NSTP- not checked


I want to travel.


I told you with much difficulty that I missed you.


You not replying hurt me quite a bit.


I'm not the kind of person that can express feelings very well, especially in that context. I wish you knew. I wish you took it seriously when I said so.


I hate looking at my fb chat list because I see your name along with it.


I'm pretty happy with my weight now:) I just don't the exact numbers due to a malfunctioning weighing scale :P


I wish I wrote more. I seem to have lost the habit. A downward slump I guess?


I miss contemporary class.


I hope I get better at ballet :P I'll try to inquire in Assumption if they're offering any courses.


Sometimes I think something's wrong with me.


I will try to read more.


I'll try to focus on making some art pieces since my finals are relatively over.


Well that's all my brain can seem to spurt out right now.
'til the next paper trail :)

I miss you

You loom over my head
constantly
silently

You haunt my thoughts
your every move
or the idea of it

I can't seem to stop thinking of you
And the way your hair looks
and your sheepish smile
I can't seem to stop

I miss you
But I don't think you feel the same way

hold my hand

I cried yesterday.
I was scared I was going to hold someone's hand just so I can move
for the rest of my life.
I didn't want that
so I cried.
I cried in fear.

Sadly
I don't think it will work.
I don't think we'll happen.