Just to document a milestone...
my first ever recital is tomorrow :P

memory in paper trail... though not as long

Tomorrow will be my last contemporary dance class before my recital on Sunday. How fast time flies. It seemed like it was only yesterday I was clamming my way to get a slot.
After this wonderful experience I realize that I want to continue learning dance, and hopefully become better at it.

cross you fingers :)

do not make the mistake of caging me in two-dimensionality

tonight

last night I had a moment of self-loathing.
putting myself against magazines and tv screens it was inevitable.
to compare oneself to a constructed 'truth' is stupid.
but it happens.
a lot.

but tonight was different.
strangely,
different.
i felt beautiful.
strangely,
i did.
I looked at my legs
and i loved them.
I looked at my non-existent chest
and for the first time in a loong time
I actually liked it that way.
loved it, to be honest.

tonight was different.
In my eyes
I was beautiful.

am.

in folds and valleys

in folds


I lose you



in folds

we plunge

and get lost



in wrinkles

and sheets



in folds and valleys

I lose you